I’m writing to you confirming the end of my tenancy agreement.point 52 | I’ve found somewhere new to live.point 80 | If this gets lost in the post, please return to the ballpit of dreams ? NO BUT SERIOUSLY WHO’S MOVING IN WITH ME?! ??‍♀️ When I first started Instagram I shared my favourite C•Krets (Cee-Krets like secrets but just wanted to get my initials in somehow!) I have lists & lists of my little discoveries around the world & my London list is ever growing.point 374 |

I haven’t posted one in aaaaages so here’s one for you all, definitely not paid to say this but I just need you to go & experience the joy.point 115 |

Ballie ballerson is life changing.point 30 | You’re 5 year old self will take over & you’ll feel like you’re back in rough & tumble discovering what being eaten alive by plastic balls feels like.point 161 |

Right photo: Immediately deleted & forgotten about.point 49 | Both photos unedited & seconds between them.point 91 | I do so many of these but this one is my scariest & most exposing so far.point 152 |

I was going through my recently deleted folder ready to 'delete all' but saw the right photo & recovered it.point 101 |

I felt this sense of guilt that I'd deleted it & posted the left one.point 63 | A year ago I would've been left feeling so unhappy by how I look on the right & deleted it forever like it never happened but it was a huge reminder for me today that Instagram can be such a 'perfection trap'.point 247 |

I'm clearly super happy in the right one after @brontekingg had cracked a hilarious joke, I don't hate it but the lighting isn't 'flattering' nor is the way I'm holding my body or the angle of it but it's ME.point 197 |

Both of the photos are me ?? I am proud of how I feel about my body looking at these photos.point 72 | I feel like I look healthy in both & look after myself but also live without controlling myself like I have done in the past.point 177 |

So your Monday Motivation all the way from Singapore: People post the best photo out of a bunch taken… I know it's said a lot these days but it helps me a huge amount too.point 147 |

If you see a photo of yourself in 'bad' lighting or an 'unflattering angle' just remind yourself how beautiful you are & that you're ALLOWED to look like that.point 155 |

All I cared about was being the leanest I could be, never missing a gym session, sticking to a ‘meal plan’ that took all the love out of food & … these are NOT ‘life goals’, these are restrictive & no fun ??‍♀️ – I would never ever of been brave enough to put the right photo up back then but your gal has changed… my main goal now is to be as happpy as I can possibly be & that means feeling as comfortable as I can be in my own skin.point 373 |

I was about to film a little video about my skin this afternoon (that red lil’ cheek!), I looked down & saw my tummy.point 98 | I would’ve been disgusted a few years ago & would’ve put a top on to cover it up, but I gave it a little jiggle & smiled.point 201 |

It may not look like the left (which was only a few months ago) but I really couldn’t care less.point 77 | I’ve said this before but my happiest times in life have been with my family, with my bestfriends, with Mat, none of them have been about my body or how I look.point 206 |

So tonight, have a think & write down a few of your favourite memories & remember how amazing you felt in those moments.point 106 |

Are you hooked on growing your peach to look like your favourite instagram girl? Have you ever thought maybe they have what I’ve got on the right: the dimples, the uneven cheeks, the bit I like to call the “second booty” (that bit underneath your bottom).point 210 |

I used to be extremely conscious of the back of my legs & if anyone was walking behind me whilst I was in swimwear I’d cover my booty & my legs because I was so embarrassed.point 146 |

I still find it a little bit scary sharing the right photo but I’m in my happy place, stuffing myself with popcorn! ? & if it helps at least one of you to realise it’s OKAY to have imperfections then it was worth me pooing my pants a little.point 197 |

So next time you look in the mirror & see something similar to the right photo, just have a little word with yourself, I gat it too gurlll.point 116 |